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[Weekly Rinscribble] 33. Focusing on my job / Paying bills more than my own salary

Hello cute guys and girls! I am back for more Weekly RinScribble! Yay! For anyone new to this, it is a series of me rambling sharing about a week of my life since I got the job.

Tuesday 15 August 2017

I woke up way too early today, like 2am. I feel asleep early last night, that’s why. It’s a good thing, I thought as I prepared things for work. Then, I played Sniper elite 5 after some spamming cuties in facebook (There was  a cute Nono at beach art!!) before shower and get on van to work.

It was a cloudy day after raining last night. I feel like I don’t talk much with others. I think I should. I also feeling lethargic for some reason. Something always happened in my first day of rotation haha. So I thought about Suzukaze Aoba and how she motivated herself, and I try it.

Well, at least I am focusing better, albeit slow than usual tho as I daydream about things. Need to make that well test but the well string still having trouble so I and my senior still waiting for it to have enough pressure.

16-20 August 2017

Then I forgot to update my note every day. Haha…. When I got home from work, I talked with my siblings before taking shower,

eat dinner

and then a few hours of gaming

or spamming cuties on internet

or Youtube.

I also feel like doing well in my job, or at least I capable of handling basic task of a process technician on an oil well now. I am more willing to learn the skill trade now, instead of being forced by others.

The problem was that I had to cover a lot of bills. Like, this month I spent more than my own salary. I was lucky I saved some money before this, so we can still eat foods. certain someone was delaying paying all these bills that I had to help coz it was affecting the whole family.

And I don’t wanna see my 4 small siblings live in a house with no electricity, foods, water and telephone. Donate some for me ? 😉 Nah, I don’t really need to, but even 10 dollars help. I’ll give you cute pic of an anime character in exchange? lol

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Monday 21 August 2017

There was a senior that said I blamed him for my incompetence when I actually only said to others he taught me but I still not good enough to do it by myself. I said the truth.

And yet they still think I am being rude to them when in fact I was always waiting for them to finish talking before stating fact as it is. But they will keep on cutting in the middle of my sentences and saying I have no respect to elders and stuff like that. (honestly though, respect goes both way for it to work) I never even think that I am better than them in any way or at any time, coz I am a newbie. And when I talk at louder voice to speak more clearly to them when they sometimes didn’t hear what I said (coz we’re  beside noisy compressors and pumps) they said I raised my voices to the elders. I didn’t do that out of disrespect nor trying to win a fight. I just believe in telling the truth and I am brave and courageous when stating the truth(at least I believe it’s the truth in my heart, sometimes I make mistakes) even against older or more experience person.

Sometimes I’m wrong and I will admit it. Like I was being lazy. But when I am right, I will keep on “discussing” with them, yet they will keep “fighting” with me. I hate how they keep looking down on me on their high horses like that.

Some others that communicate with me at same level or at least listen to me first then explain properly. I have “no problem of attitude” at all from their comment about me.  Only those that are prideful and egoistic. But of course people believe in their own views first, not believing me even when I was saying truth coz ego.

Tuesday 22 August 2017

Senior blamed me for having to do heavy task on a platform that I have no idea how to do. I can do it myself if they already taught me, but today we had to cover others that still didn’t arrive for their work rotation, so I had to went to other jacket. And they said, I only know how to give work but not doing it myself. You know.. that task just now. When in fact, I wasn’t the one asking for it, I was just following order of a senior that refused to answer when I asked why, only wanted me to send it to WhatsApp. Then he keep on making fun of me. I will never believe in that guy ever again. EVER.

Ahaha… I had to ramble about it somewhere. Keeping it in myself will just eat at me, so I am trying to not let it get me.

I am feeling sleepy now. Good night guys and girls.

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[Weekly Rinscribble] 32. Got my PC back / Getting movies again

Hello cute guys and girls! I am back for more Weekly RinScribble! Yay! For anyone new to this, it is a series of me rambling sharing about a week of my life since I got the job.

And… truthfully, I was focusing a bit too much on my work that I didn’t keep any records about what happened… hehe ^_^;; Also playing with cats and playing with my 2 cute female youngest siblings. I don’t really expected anyone to read this post anyway.

Friday 28 July 2017 

… I can’t remember anything ^_^;;;

Tuesday 1 August 2017

I went for a meeting even though I don’t need to go. I just went coz it just a few hours before my training course nearby. And when I am in the training, I do feel that uncertainty and weird stress in me. Maybe coz my work colleague teasing me too much. Maybe it has been a while I was in that kind of class environment. But I do know for sure, that lifestyle still exist hard in me as I tried my best focusing on the teacher (while others joking around) and presenting like I did in the past. They seemed kinda surprised. Maybe they never seen this part of me in university and has always assumed i suck at presenting. I used to be one of the best in my class. Well… not that great. But I do well if the information already written down properly in a book.

So yeah. I feel pretty good when I showed them seniors what I can do. Oh, I also do pretty well in the quizzes. Exam-based studies still what I do best. 🙂

Oh… and then at night I and my siblings went shopping for some foods and some electronics thingy I wanted. Like a gift to my father for her birthday. And power extension. and survey other things like USB cable chargers. And power banks. And some… um.. what those bathroom things called? you know, deodorant, toothbrush, soap hair gel, etc?

Wednesday 2 August 2017

I went to renew my license, and damn that waiting for almost 3 hours…

I almost fucked up when I didn’t have enough money. Luckily has my family members helped. I think I have used up a lot of my money for this month. And there is at least 21 days to go before next pay day… urgh. Oh well, mah ikka.

Btw Please donate 😛 It will be used for paying bills and foods. just 10 dollars already lifting some of my burden

And… I made some sort of schedules on my whiteboard. I should at least try having a time management. Even though I still spend a lot of my time on computer, at least I get more productive like playing Kendama, Sudoku and studying for my work. I actually did it for my little brother too. He is… well, not bad in learning. But he is being lazy and only playing games. One of his older brother was filling his head with the ideas of not being forced to study, but 4 out of 100 in every exam is too worrisome. He might not even finish high school, that will be very bad for his future. Really makes me worries like for certain clannad character. at the very least, finish high school my little brother.

Thursday 3 August 2017

I started my transition from work mode into play mode. Spamming anime pic in facebook, watching youtube and playing games then get angry coz I lag. I usually play in AI to avoid that, but this one time I was trying my courage again to fight pvp. Seriously though, that spike lag that make me died half of the time against other players is seriously annoying.

  1. I wished Bintulu part of TMNet start giving my area UniFi
  2. Garena should stop malware-ing or let other countries outside SG/MY entered our server. I still using garena plus coz that new garena fail update my game every single time.

So I thought that I should just focus on spamming facebook with pics, watch youtube and downloading movies. I wanted to do it for a while now.

Ah, I also wanted to buy some things.

  1. One Plus 5 128GB version RM2688. Though I didn’t have enough budget right now due to financial issues. I’m lucky I always keep some extra saving to deal with emergencies. Maybe next pay day. Or maybe wait for that new gold color.
  2. New keyboard. This keyboard can’t handle same key pressed. Uh, what they called it.? Rollover key? But those Razer keyboard are like RM300+, and the one at the mall was RM600. I wanted it to be just around RM200…
  3. Speaker. mine is kinda small, and I wanted better one. Also I still hate that USB power style, it used up my PC USB slot. Dont need to have it so powerful though, I don’t like it too high volume, so I could just get those RM100+
  4. LAN cable. I am having trouble with Wifi internet lagging, so perhaps a direct connection solve it. doubt it do much though as Malaysian don’t care much about it unless you pay a fortune a month. Which I can’t even try to do coz no Unifi here.
  5. VR. Razer has this Razer’s HDK2 VR   that is cheaper than others but still provide VR experience. I might get it in few months later. It isn’t important, just me wanting to try it. SHould be about RM2000 something. certain site selling it at about RM3500, trying to scam us. haha.

Friday 4 August 2017

I didn’t stayed in my room the whole day today. That’s kinda an improvement, coz usually at second day of my transition, I don’t even get out except for my foods and some important matters. Well, it does have important things to manage. Like, bills, foods, cats, and my little sisters. those cute twin like girls ❤

Also that fucking stupid old man that blame my gaming for no reason. -sigh-Stay calm. Breath. don’t spread his “garbage”. That refers to how people collected shits and angers in them and sometimes vent it/dump it towards others. i still trying not to do that to others. At least recently when I am angry I shut up or walk away. I might throw some things in the process though.

But on the good side, I got every movies downloaded today. Kinda feeling hurt though when my family didn’t watch it even once. they were asking for it for so long. but never actually watch movies when I already gave them.

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I really should watch some  more anime of the season. i can’t do much about it though when I can barely watch youtube or getting anime pics in the lag recently. I also don’t play much games too. even the single play games.

Oh, and I had to be planning about repairs around my house. that car, that kitchens exhaust fans, that refrigerator, that washing machines…  taking care of a family level problem even when i am still single haha. I didn’t really do that much though, just paying with money. I didn’t really cook foods, or wash laundry. Such a good life with this big family. The cost might be higher, but the work load and burden really spreaded among us.

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[Weekly Rinscribble] 31. Slowly learning on being technician while my PC broke

Hello cute guys and girls! I am back for more Weekly RinScribble! Yay! For anyone new to this, it is a series of me rambling sharing about a week of my life since I got the job.

As usual, just rambling with some cuties littered around the post to keep it interested maybe. 😛

Tuesday 18 July 2017

Prepare of a presentation and I work it out for just within 30 minutes. I tried. But people only see our mistakes, not our efforts. Result > Effort these days.

And I also thought that I can try opening up my heart with them work colleague. Yet all they do after not meeting for 2 weeks is hurting my feelings again. I don’t think I can trust anyone anymore.

Wednesday 19 July 2017

One revealed that they don’t like me because I don’t perform in my workplace. I tried to told him I am learning but slower than others. And how I tried to ask question but people told me to look for it first, when I can’t find it and asked again, the cycle repeated.

Besides, how can I have a hands-on practice if you don’t wanna let me do it just because I am too slow? This kinda a problem when I learn things with a combination of everything and my memory is bad… It isn’t like there exist references book for everything in oil and gas. There are things only we got from experiences and taught by others.

He also mentioned about being interested in your work. I dunno, my love is going more towards cuties in anime, not that I ever mentioned that part to them. For uninformed Malaysian like them, otaku only watch Naruto-ish anime or hentai.

Friday 21 July 2017

For some reasons, after a few days just doing my job to the best ability of an inexperienced technician as I am, someone said to the supervisor I am doing well. Huh. Well, I guess I have been better, but I still not reaching my minimum level yet.

Saturday 22 July 2017

Today is the Sarawak’s Day the day it was granted self-governance.

After a hot weather and quite busy day, and with me forgetting one part of my work, I was looking forward to a good time with my computer, gaming, facebook, youtube and anime girls cuties spam at night. Then, the computer fail to start.

Huhu….

Sunday 23 July 2017

Learning again how to start that pump. I keep forgetting.. Haha… I don’t really have much practice time I guess. And it seems that it’s true there was a problem with the pump, they didn’t believe me when I said the stain wasn’t there in previous day.

Monday 24 July 2017

I have no idea how they can trace those hydraulic lines mess in the wellhead control panel.

And I am pretty much the “cinema master in boat” by now, as I keep helping put up the movies CD on TV.

Tuesday 25 July 2017

Finally I managed to sent the PC to repair with help of my little brother. Hopefully fix soon. I currently using my laptop

Wednesday 26 July 2017

There was a meeting at office today. so we reach the platform a little late, as usual during meeting at office. When I have a quick visit at the platform I went to yesterday, the well test is not satisfactory. I wanted to find out what happened, but I need to go back on boat. A quick visit after all. Not that I have enough experience or the knowledge to fix it but at least I tried. Just leave it for tomorrow for other experienced senior.

And then we went back so late this time. I was surprised to see everyone in my family was going out when at home. I forgot we are going to grandma’s house to celebrate her birthday. After that, we watch some korean drama. I sleep a little too late this day.

Thursday 27 July 2017

Interesting enough, today I kinda try to do my job while refreshing what I know about the mother platform. But everyone thought I didn’t do anything but walk around. Well, that’s the hard thing about being process technician. We monitors things, and get told doing nothing just coz nothing major happened. It isn’t easy trying to record everything, monitor every equipment etc. Supervisor kinda scolded me for other’s fault of not writing down some of the record. I didn’t really care, coz others do their jobs, they just not as interested in staying at one place and writing like me. I tried to do it, but work leader was more enthusiastic to do it himself.

I just realized I didn’t update this weekly rinscribble post today. Almost didn’t touch games, anime and my facebook anime page. Kinda stressed out with all these bills not paid yet. I don’t have millions to pay for everything I was supposed to be just helping cover some. Someone just had to go fucked up the family finances. I also forgot to make my overtime online sheet. Kinda learning new things and try to be better and doing my job. Still not finished with my on job training, which need 90% before PECAS. And I even being lazy  I mean forgot about my license. I really wanted that OnePlus 5, but maybe I can’t get it for now.

 

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[Weekly Rinscribble] 30. currently dead inside / I know what should I do but I don’t feel like it

3 hours left. i don’t even feel like preparing for that presentation coz I found out about it too late, like few hours ago. others got like several days earlier preparation (more like a week) but I got only few hours?!

Oh yeah.

Hello cute guys and girls! I am back for more Weekly RinScribble! Yay! For anyone new to this, it is a series of me rambling sharing about a week of my life since I got the job.

-sigh-

Tuesday 11 July 2017 – Mon 17 July 2017

To be honest, it was a pretty good week for me. I put a donation page, just remembered I have my cuties list page and put the link up there (even tho i didn’t update it yet), I actually watching anime properly, even spam some screenshot on a facebook page, trolling the anime sauce of pic, play games even if in lag. But most importantly, I actually write a review of anime in this blog. On that time, i feel my self that has always love anime and love to share it to the world arise in me again. I enjoy it.

Myself that I had to suppressed for like a year or two coz I was busy, or have no internet, or like, real life people don’t accept me as me, just always forcing me to do things, never wanna understand my real interests are. That request from my superior to do a presentation of the manual is not wrong. It is also my fault not checking whatsapp recently. but can you believe it, giving my that message at 4pm a day before, but every one else got warned like a week? and I have like zero year experience.

I don’t feel like doing it. I know I should try.

This is part of the reason why I really love Morikubo Nono. Coz she… is really similar to me. Afraid of the real world. Keep staying in a safe zone. She can get away coz she is cute, and have people helping her. I am kinda alone. Well,  I guess I still have my family members, but in the end, I am the only one to do it. I know what I should do. I just… don’t feel like it. If I hate something, I just being so stubborn about it. I always joking around if I don’t need to got work at all, every day before I have my week rotation. Kinda like Futaba Anzu.

-sigh- Cy@ later cuties. Hopefully I can write a more cheerful weekly rinscribble later on

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[Weekly Rinscribble] 29. spreading cuteness during off days

Hello cute guys and girls! I am back for more Weekly RinScribble! Yay! For anyone new to this, it is a series of me rambling sharing about a week of my life since I got the job.

and well, when I’m off days it will be about me spreading Morikubo Nono in the world(twitter/facebook), watching youtube or anime, and gaming.

 


Wednesday 5 July 2017- Friday 14 July 2017

 

Since I can’t remember most of the things, I’ll summarize some parts of it.

Photobucket fucked up my photos. It’s like the whole 80% blog posts of mine right now filled with “Please update your account to enable 3rd party hosting” pic.

I got started on other visual novels I got in my SteamList. Like SepiaTears, Japanese School Life. Also starting Dishonored 2 as Emily. Trying out High Chaos gameplay, although I really hate high chaos.

Sepia tears

Japanese School Life

Dishonored 2- Emily

I also tried to get back refund for a certain failed transaction from Lazada. I won’t be buying online there for a while.

I realized that there a large number of swimsuits fan arts, especially im@s sailor swimwear version. Also Tanabata. And kimono for summer festival arts.

New Game! S2!

Just getting ready to get new kouhai/junior hahaha…

She smile! *heart attack*

Btw Iijima Yun always been the most forgettable cast of the series. literally she said if she should not be here…

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*cough* let’s stop spamming. anyway…

AHO girls is interesting.

gender equality

Btw, what’s with that NTR anime? is it yuri or not? bisexual? does being yuri make it okay to cheat on your own female friend?

Taking her best friend’s “first” one at a time

Talking about fk up anime, dun watch Skirt no naka wa kedamono.

I MEAN IT. DON”T EVEN GOOGLE IT.

Also, incoming Kud’s anime (Little Busters!).

And… well, I don’t really play that well, but new champion Kayn is coming to League of Legends. That going thru wall mechanics gonna break the game.

 

Dragonia on Steam for legal hentai on steam. Yup. I don’t buy it though.

Then while going around Youtube, I found out about that 3D rich mode music video in im@s game. got new song from LMBG to listen to in loops while playing LoL. Seriously they are so cute and amazing ❤ ❤

Saturday 15 July 2017

Watched Fate/Apocypha. I actually forgot about this incoming series. Maybe coz it was from Light novel instead of Visual Novels.

 

Sunday 16 July 2017

I found out I need to pay bills again for last month. Huh. so the one I paid was just for previous months. -sigh- Sometimes I feel like I don’t have savings, coz they all gone just for paying loans and bills and buying foods.

I wonder if I should put a donation drive like that fund me website or something. I dunno how to draw or write fanfiction. or making anything. Then, maybe as return, you ask me to look for any cute pics. That’s what i am good at.

pls gimme some changes? *puppy eyes*

Also I found out incoming Season 2 of cinderella girls gekijou series.

Monday 11 July 2017

I read a bit more on U149, the loli of im@s manga series. looks like they gonna sell the Volume 1 with CDs too.

I was just simply watching over cuteness and spamming in my facebook profile when I realized that Tenshi no 3P! was airing today. I literally stealing screenshots from twitter and gifs from tumblrs. interesting though that eng subber were working and finished translating in just few hours after airing…

Btw their ending song is amazing.

 


Huh? For some reason I could recall better than usual events of my life. Oh well.

Cy@ cuties next time 🙂

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[Weekly Rinscribble] 28. I am finally a competent worker?

Hello cute guys and girls! I am back for more Weekly RinScribble! Yay! For anyone new to this, it is a series of me rambling sharing about a week of my life since I got the job.

Although it has been quite a while since I last update this series. Hehe ^ _ ^; ; 16 June 2017 – 4 July 2017 Wow that is a lot of days to cover since my apology post.

My head is spinning trying to remember events of the past.

Fri-Mon 16-19 June 2017 

I am sure I was just lazying around, and finishing Clannad After Story during these 3 days. I am so glad when I finished Clannad. I still didn’t do all the achievement though. I might got lazy doing that though, since I finished the main story and all.

Tuesday 20 June 2017

I started working again. I didn’t went to hospital for further check up, but I went to work. Coz I think I should be. I guess I am quite a responsible person still in heart. Just feel wrong trying to use the injury that almost fully heal as excuse. It still hurting though when I exert a bit too much in my movement. Some of co-workers and supervisors raised concern about it. I just said I can’t do heavy lifting yet, that’s all.

While at night, I realized that facebook starting to blocking my profile a little bit. It’s not real blocking, more like trying to slow down my morikubo nono spam 😛 As if you can stop me hahahahahahaha.

Wednesday-Monday 21 June 2017 – 26 June 2017

Almost the whole week I have to follow seniors I.. uh… have quite bad relationship with. Not bad, more like he try to ignore me. I am sure he just don’t feel comfortable with me looking at almost every movement he do coz I am trying to learn what they experienced technician do. Then some of other co-workers went for a week holiday for Raya. OMG it was so hard trying to keep up with the work load. I don’t do much, but still, jumping from a jacket platform to another every day still quite tiring.

oh yeah, I also started on Sepia Tears too.

The visual novel has a lot of references. I remembered playing it once in mobile. Get it, it’s free and has pretty good jokes and dramas.

Tuesday – Tuesday 27 June – 4 July 2017
This week, I started to get the hang of the roles I should be doing. I think. Although I still doing it slowly, like taking an hour doing something others do in like 15 minutes. at mother platform, I have the general idea of almost everything I need to watch over. especially when I missed some things and it kinda interfere with our plans for the month when a unit tripped. And I miss that gassing well… the senior didn’t get angry though, coz I was doing something else and forgot to mentioned what I found earlier.

And.. uh several days they gave responsibility to be at jacket taking care of wireline contractor.

“But I can hardly manage myself how could I take care of others?! > _ < ” I worried in my heart, but still accept it as a challenge.

It wasn’t so bad though. As I having hard time trying to set up well test on my own and forgot here and there. Haha. But this is where I feel that I might actually have it in me. I always said i forget everything, but no I don’t forget everything. It is already part of me, as I do works and somehow it’s okay. Maybe seniors’ scolding carved all the information into my body and I remember things unconsciously.1

While at night after work, I spammed cuteness in my profile if I am not too tired and felt asleep early.

Or playing Dishonored 2 that I bought, coz Steam Sale! I still being reserved in buying games though, when changed from USD to MYR, they are too expensive. I need to keep some saving too. It actually save my family a few times this week, like needing to buy foods when relatives come over as our ration run out, or paying bills. I suck at Dishonored 2 lol. I wonder how I strolled at ease when playing the first game. Maybe coz I didn’t try to pure stealth and non-lethal every enemy.

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So yeah, I feel like I am better doing things at my works. I actually focus more. I take notes of everything. i actually wanna learn things. I’m sure coz I don’t have to get stressed about the on job training. Then I get stressed again yesterday, as the superior reminded me to finish it again. -sigh- It’s fine, im cute  😛

Cy@ later cuties

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Apologies

I am sorry that I actually forgot to update my weekly post of Weekly Rinscribble. I was getting used to just being a useless jerk playing games, watching Youtube and spamming cuteness in Facebook. it isn’t a good excuse at all.

 

I guess after getting injured, i was focusing on doing anything to distract me from the pain. Was spending too much time in Warframe, especially little brother really wanted me to be in the game. not that interested though, grinding required is too much. Playing LoL again, and I won ONE pvp game as jungler Udyr, despite my lack of confidence to win after a firstblood death to Master Yi. Maybe I was being calm, with ∀NSWER song loop. maybe coz I kinda follow advice and use what Youtuber does. Maybe my teammates carry me. Feel like I have been making good shot call, except maybe two noob deaths. I dunno, I didn’t save the result of the match.

Then, maybe my social anxieties kicked in again… I dun feel like going out of the room. Being too comfortable in the comfort zone again I guess.

At least I am making progress with my Clannad. I decided to play some of my unfinished visual novels. Really love Clannad ❤

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