It is already off days a week ago. I was doing a bit of “homework” a few days, then I was a bit busy with setting up for my family.
Then, I just being lazy. I know I missed like a few of those weekly rinscribble now. I can’t get motivated now. I was sad coz the Facebook anime page somehow reduced reach by Facebook. I dunno if it’s the various admin’s ban for old lewd posts, various fake reports for simple normal gifs etc… All links and gifs posted in the page has literally zero reach. Meh, pretty sure just Facebook tactic trying to force us pay for reach.
That also applied to this blog. It’s true this blog has no real direction or concrete thing. Or goals. I was playing games and watching youtube more too instead of spendingtime on this blog. I can’t lie, there isn’t any way to post like in the past if I rarely watch anime these days. No time when I was on work rotation, wake up in the morning and sleep after work every day. So no one really read anything here. It was worsen by the Photobucket move of asking for money. similar to the facebook situation.
Then, I have this financial problem. I can’t ask for strangers that not even reading this anyway for money. Well, i didn’t intend to. -sigh- I just wanna ramble a bit, holding it in my heart break my spirit. I should not have any problems, I was even planning to pay my student loan quickly while still able to buy new phone. Then, bills was actually not being paid these few months. I have to pull out every savings I have to keep us alive, for foods, electric, water, and some repair. my saving that was supposed to be for the future, for my siblings education, for buying whatever I want, for house deposit I planned to buy.
My life is in a mess. I am still running away from reality by just playing games, watching Youtube and spamming cute anime pics and gifs on Facebook. I wish Photobucket was not fucked up, or it would be spammed here instead. 🙂
Thanks for anyone reading it. If you did come over to my blog, at least press the like button if you do like it, so i know you were here.